I chew and spit for hours, but at the end of the night I choke down 600 calories in extra cookies just to stay alive. That's not even enough. I'm starving and dying, but I think I may be able to live on these choked down 600 calories.
This is very hard for me to do now. I hate it. Give me some good ideas of easy to somehow swallow food that would be 600 calories and not have a bunch of damn salt in it.
What are we down to here, ice cream? I thought I'd have to be very old and riddled with cancer to get to this point, but I have made it already. Actual food swallowed really just about makes me nauseous at this point.
I lied before and said that, but now it's really true.
This is very hard for me to do now. I hate it. Give me some good ideas of easy to somehow swallow food that would be 600 calories and not have a bunch of damn salt in it.
What are we down to here, ice cream? I thought I'd have to be very old and riddled with cancer to get to this point, but I have made it already. Actual food swallowed really just about makes me nauseous at this point.
I lied before and said that, but now it's really true.