I know works can't save you. The point is that convincing yourself that you have let Christ into your heart is not the same as actually letting him in. He knows the truth of your faith. If you have true faith your desire to please God would not allow you to act as you constantly do on this board. Everybody gets mad and goes too far occasionally, that's the fallacy of being human. To constantly act in that manner is not the actions of a man who has truly accepted Christ.
Let's say someone is a murderer. They pray for forgiveness and ask Christ into their heart and say that they belief he is the Lord and Saviour. According to scripture the man is saved. But let's say that he decides he wants to kill again and does so, not once, but repeatedly, day after day, year after year. When Christ looks in to the man's heart, does he see himself dwelling within? Was the man sincere in his prayers and acceptance of Christ? To believe God grants salvation to those that are not sincere and view salvation as a get out of jail free card is a misunderstanding of God's promise.
I'm just trying to help you. I know you have read the Bible and understand what Christ can do for you, but be sincere and honest in your belief. Your relationship with God should be one of a servant focused on pleasing his master and spreading the Word as He commanded. Do your actions reflect that path or one where you are only interested in what He can do for you?
Let's say someone is a murderer. They pray for forgiveness and ask Christ into their heart and say that they belief he is the Lord and Saviour. According to scripture the man is saved. But let's say that he decides he wants to kill again and does so, not once, but repeatedly, day after day, year after year. When Christ looks in to the man's heart, does he see himself dwelling within? Was the man sincere in his prayers and acceptance of Christ? To believe God grants salvation to those that are not sincere and view salvation as a get out of jail free card is a misunderstanding of God's promise.
I'm just trying to help you. I know you have read the Bible and understand what Christ can do for you, but be sincere and honest in your belief. Your relationship with God should be one of a servant focused on pleasing his master and spreading the Word as He commanded. Do your actions reflect that path or one where you are only interested in what He can do for you?