there is a huge difference between not being satisfied compared with mad and angry
Either way, the truly blissful Christians at least seem to go about their lives as if they don't have any of this. They either hide it all very well or somehow they've bought into this whole God thing all the way.
I'll admit I'm envious of that. I want this thing resolved. I've done all this stuff to become something, but there's this emptiness about it. This is it? This is all? I could have done all this with McDonald's money. The real luxury at this point is the job itself, not anything I can buy with the money. Most of that seems like a dumb waste.